It's boxing day 2021. 5th Christmas without you. I still hate waking yo everyday without but its even harder on special days like Christmas. Had a lovely day with the girls and Craig yesterday., we raised a glass for you at dinner. You are still so much in our everyday thoughts and we talk about you often. I loved speaking with the medium and really believe he was talking to you. I love you so much always have and always will. I miss you every day. All my love Carol xx