Dan's funeral today , so sad, Dave was amazing , he held it together so well . Poor Anne , how do u get over losing your child. Being at the crematorium was very tough for Laura and I , you are always un our thoughts . Went to Freyas nativity at St Payls church tonight , Lexi was fabulous and did great , They sang one bright star which Freya was singing in school choir the yr you passed ,started crying at that. Missing you loads as always. Christmas does not have any meaning any more , it's just a day to get through. I love you so much Steve xx