Thinking of you as always dad. I've just decorated Ella's bedroom and my Steve asked how I knew all the tricks etc to make it look as good as it does....'My dad' was my reply!! I forget sometimes how much you taught me and prepared me for life but I am forever grateful! This year has been so tough and a constant battle. I wish I could have spoken to you and you could have given me your unbiased, honest opinion and advice. Or just a big hug. Ella is doing so well you would be so proud of the girl she has become, kind, caring, hard working, hilariously funny but with a empathy for people and their feelings. I am in awe of her. I miss you so much and wish I could turn back time to spend even just 1 hour with you to tell you how loved and important you are to me. To say thank you for being my guiding light. I love you Dad xxxx